Terjaga dari tidur,
Suatu hari di awal pagi.
Apa mahu buat?
Menghadap Dia di waktu diri tidak suci?
Kecelaruan hati,
Memproses kemungkinan.
Menerima segalanya sekali lagi.
Berfikir tentang ketentuan.
Rintik renyai,
Menggangu diri.
Sepatutnya bursyukur
Dengan rahmat Tuhan yang diberi.
P/s: Tuhan, kuatkanlah hati ini.
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Sleepless
Tergelak kecil
Ahh, senyum-senyum sendiri aku
:)
Hari ini, di rumah mak abah ada majlis yassin, tahlil dan doa selamat.
Mensyukuri rahmat dan rezeki Allah memanjangkan jodoh mereka.
Ya, abah dan mak.
Alhamdulillah, sudah 27 tahun mereka bersama tanggal 8 Februari.
Yang membuatkan aku tergelak kecil bila menyambut kedatangan atok di pintu.
Belum sempat melangkah masuk ke pintu, pantas sahaja dia membisikkan pada aku
"Jangan lupa kirim pada mak ngah dan mak uteh"
Hahaha, perkataan kirim itu sendiri membuatkan aku senyum
P/s: kirim doa dipermudahkan jodoh, sebab mak ngah dan mak uteh akan menunaikan umrah minggu depan.
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Look at me!
Looking at the current photo,
I mean current which a few days ago,
Looks like I have 'double chin'.
- -.)
Ways to go, fara.
Congratulation!
P/s : mission or no mission?
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Let's overload the brain
Dang!
Hey brain, let's be a good friend.
Like starting this year onwards.
Eayy, seems like before this we're not working together meyh?
We're friends, but not so close :)
And now onwards we should be buddy.
Working hard together,
As if you and me gonna explode.
P/s: Tired and having mental-blocking perhaps?
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Shoulder, shoulder
I need a shoulder to cry on
Someone I can lean on
Someone I could talk to
Someone that could comfort me
For all of the things happen or to be happen onwards
Definitely need someone to share with.
P/s: Too tough for me to handle all these things. Did I made a correct decision to face it?
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Agenda tersembunyi
Senang kata, aku sudah penat.
Letih.
Menjadi terlalu baik,
Merelakan segalanya.
Sampai orang menjadikan aku sebagai batu loncatan.
Sebagai bahan berkepentingan.
Ahh.
Agenda-agenda dia itu.
Baru sekarang aku mahu bangkit?
Mempertahankan segala.
Cuba berkata tidak untuk semua?
Tidak lain dengan mencuba.
Berusaha.
Tidak mahu jadi yang ditindas.
Tidak ingin jadi mangsa.
Mahu akhiri segala.
P/s: Bangkit harimau bangkit. Eh. Tetibe :)
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Argghhh!
Making an arrangement, specifically for foods and beverages item is quite a hard task for me.
Stress!
Hope so everything goes well tomorrow.
P/s: wawawaaa
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Dare to dream
I usually don't dream.
Yup.
And I don't visualize on future things.
Or hoping the expected result.
Because everytime I did that,
Occurred to be not as expected.
And no way it will happen.
Not a slightly tiny thing.
Not even close.
Therefore, I don't dare to dream.
P/s: Ever since, if I'm in dream mode I 'll change the mood quickly. In simple word, I don't do 'berangan' -- )
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Flick through
As I flick through FB page of my lil brother,
I'm blessed.
Bersyukur mempunyai seorang adik.
Walau kami berbeza.
Tapi kasih sayang saya memang untuk dia.
Remembering the childhood memories,
I cheerish.
Mak selalu kata, waktu adik berumur 2-4 tahun
Saya suka sangat peluk dan cium dia.
Nampak sangat kasihnya saya.
Even now,
If he tries to make or made something wrong,
I just couldn't mad or angry.
Initially, I am angry.
But somehow I manage to fix the things an elderly way.
Yup, that's me.
The only sister.
P/s: at one point, I think I couldn't afford of losing him. Except to HIM.
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