Low

I had a big cry today, right after performing the Maghrib's prayer. Somehow i just don't know how it could happen. Since I am pregnant I am not keep tracking my blue moon. So when I am having a situation like this it also made me confused. Does it the hormone factor it just me?

So today, the thing made me cry was when I am talking to my little caliph in my tummy. Just so he/she know that both of us should be strong in facing all the tests together.

My soulmate was went to Jakarta for 2 days for a meeting and i already missing him. :)

Happiest person on earth

I am the happiest person on earth when my husband unexpectedly came home to Malaysia this weekend due to a short meeting. \○/. love you hubby~ ♡♡♡

04.11.2015

Sakit itu kifarah dosa

November is one of my fav month. Being tested by him with a sickness early of November until today and I realised it could help swap away my sin. As I am kept whining and being sad all the time, my husband keep on supporting me even we are far apart. It just lately I am not that the same strong person when I am not carrying our little caliph. 

By Wednesday of next week, InsyaAllah our little caliph will be 5 months old in my womb. Pray for the good things and be a healthy person. 

And almost everyday i misses my husband very much. Even he was away for only a week, I've a month waiting for him to come home to Malaysia. I think, maybe I should change my doa during prayers to be more specific and sound demanding so that my dearly sayang could come home soon to Malaysia to be with me and little caliph.

By the way, Happy Birthday to me, 29 years old on 4th November. The last year to cherish the 20's life :)

Pray for the good things for me, be a healthy person and be a strong person to lead the life ahead. 

14 weeks

I am 14 weeks pregnant. Twice going to the clinic (1) on 6 weeks to confirm the pregnancy (2) on 9 weeks to open the pink book. Since I am going to the private clinic, each time of visit will have a scan session. Alhamdulillah all of the sessions went well with my second visit had a chance to see the fetus' heartbeat. 

And for my third visit due end of this week, I am losing my faith. I prayed that it is not what I am thinking of. Noticing that the tummy aren't making a positive progress. That's what am afraid for. 

Hopefully everything will goes well. 

sharing~

Dari DMFK.

Suami isteri yang berpegang tangan itu berserta perasaan kasih sayang, maka akan gugurlah dosa-dosa kecil.

Married Life

 ' Married Life Is A Journey '

hye there

Its been a while since i am not writing in here. well, the month of may gave a sweet memory though. Dear husband was coming home on the day of his birthday wearing the birthday present that received 2 days in advance. Not much that i could say, that by being a long distance relationship somehow quiet difficult for us. 

And for the past 2 days even more difficult for me. Eating my lunch cum dinner at 5 pm that bought after went home for clinic, sitting at the dining table alone and be bless of the food - rice, fried ikan kerisi and fried vegi. Truthfully, I am thankful if i could eat that almost everyday, such a simple dish. 

Somehow, i pray that this sickness would swap out my sin. Amin. 

Ketenangan

Ada manusia itu mencari ketenangan dengan berkahwin - Dato Ustaz Kazim Elias

Saya bermuhasabah diri. Apa lagi yang perlu dicapai dalam hidup. Hidup yang hampir lengkap, mempunyai sara diri yang membolehkan makan pakai yang patut disyukuri. Mempunyai tempat berteduh. Hanya sedikit rezeki dariNya yang mungkin belum milik kami untuk melengkapkan hidup berkeluarga. 

InsyaAllah, janji Allah itu pasti. Usaha dan doa serta sabar. (^_^)v.

Us

That's us. Ya, we are really not so good when it come to selfie (- -,)

| Melina Beach Resort, Tioman Island April 2015 | ♡♡♡