Shoulder, shoulder

I need a shoulder to cry on
Someone I can lean on
Someone I could talk to
Someone that could comfort me

For all of the things happen or to be happen onwards

Definitely need someone to share with.


P/s: Too tough for me to handle all these things. Did I made a correct decision to face it?


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Agenda tersembunyi

Senang kata, aku sudah penat.
Letih.
Menjadi terlalu baik,
Merelakan segalanya.

Sampai orang menjadikan aku sebagai batu loncatan.
Sebagai bahan berkepentingan.


Ahh.
Agenda-agenda dia itu.


Baru sekarang aku mahu bangkit?
Mempertahankan segala.
Cuba berkata tidak untuk semua?


Tidak lain dengan mencuba.
Berusaha.

Tidak mahu jadi yang ditindas.
Tidak ingin jadi mangsa.
Mahu akhiri segala.


P/s: Bangkit harimau bangkit. Eh. Tetibe :)


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Argghhh!

Making an arrangement, specifically for foods and beverages item is quite a hard task for me.


Stress!

Hope so everything goes well tomorrow.


P/s: wawawaaa


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Dare to dream

I usually don't dream.
Yup.

And I don't visualize on future things.
Or hoping the expected result.


Because everytime I did that,
Occurred to be not as expected.
And no way it will happen.
Not a slightly tiny thing.
Not even close.


Therefore, I don't dare to dream.


P/s: Ever since, if I'm in dream mode I 'll change the mood quickly. In simple word, I don't do 'berangan' -- )


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Flick through

As I flick through FB page of my lil brother,
I'm blessed.

Bersyukur mempunyai seorang adik.
Walau kami berbeza.
Tapi kasih sayang saya memang untuk dia.

Remembering the childhood memories,
I cheerish.

Mak selalu kata, waktu adik berumur 2-4 tahun
Saya suka sangat peluk dan cium dia.
Nampak sangat kasihnya saya.

Even now,
If he tries to make or made something wrong,
I just couldn't mad or angry.
Initially, I am angry.
But somehow I manage to fix the things an elderly way.

Yup, that's me.
The only sister.


P/s: at one point, I think I couldn't afford of losing him. Except to HIM.


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WARNINGS

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