Salam Merdeka 56 tahun Malaysia !!
Proud to be Malaysian.
I was on the movie last night. Surprise me that as part of the patriotic campaign from the government of Malaysia, there were several commercial advertising on independent day at the cinema. And what makes me proud, the national anthem of Negaraku was aired and the viewers were requested to stand up for sign of respect :) However, not all Malaysian were willing to do such a simple request. Such a shame.
This merdeka celebration, we are having a raya convoi. Malacca - Batu Pahat - Pontian.
\O/ ______ (^_^)v.
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Patriotik!
Mature that's count
I finally digesting.
The whole concept of mature.
The mature principle which a prequisite that I put upfront in seeking the soulmate. An eye opener, as and when the situation occurred, he'll fix and finding a solution in a matured way. Unlike me (who always angry, sulking, protesting, panicking etc.)
That's why I do want him to guide me till Jannah.
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Kembara Mahkota
Alhamdulillah, berakhirnya siri penjelajahan 'Kembara Mahkota Dewa' kali ini :D
Masih belum sempurna untuk kembara-kembara yang seterusnya~
Zayyan - Ku Insafi
Malam suram litupi malam
Resah hati peristiwa semalam
Mengimbau suatu kenangan silam
Tangis harapan tiada keampunan
Ku hampiri denai sepi
Mendambakan nur Ilahi
Pedoman agung
Petunjuk hati imanku
Satu ukuran diri
Sayu ku dengar
Gemersik alunan ayat-Mu
Di balik kabus penuh kesamaran
Hinanya diri
Kudus sendirian
Tiada terasa
Ohh nikmatnya iman
Namun aku merindu-Mu Ya Rabbi
Doa ku pohon hidayah ku cari
Air mata jadi saksi
Akan dosa ku insafi
Ampuni daku...
Ampuni daku...
Ampuni daku Ya Rabbi...
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Making an appointment
Ok, this seriously made me laugh.
To be specific, hurt.
I'm making an appointment with my father.
Own father.
--.)
Yet I don't have a choice.
To let it happen that way.
Anyway, looking forward to that meeting dad. Please don't rearrange or cancel or reschedule or postpone or skip. Haha.
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Sacrifice
In a relationship, sacrifice and tolerate is important.
Sacrificing on tolerable things.
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Keep calm
Cuba tenang~
A dear friend selalu menasihatkan begitu.
Selalu saya cuba untuk berlagak tenang.
Tidak mahu fikirkan banyak perkara dalam satu masa.
Tapi pengakhirannya, terpaksa fikir juga. :)
Semoga dipermudahkan segalanya.
Saya cuba untuk tenang.
Selesaikan perkara satu persatu.
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Multi tasking
Orang kata, perempuan itu multi tasking. Boleh melakukan banyak tugas dalam satu masa.
Bagi saya, menjadi multi tasking itu ada limit. Kadang-kadang sampai satu masa overload juga.
:D
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Datang
Ujian Allah itu datang dalam berbagai-bagai bentuk. Tidak kira masa bila mana Dia kehendaki. Kekuatan untuk mengharungi ujian itu, kesabaran untuk tempuhi ujian itu amat saya perlu.
Mungkin nampak macam saya boleh harungi. segala, boleh tempuhi segala. Saving myself from others so that they are not seeing me in my weak point. Bukan tidak mahu menunjuk yang saya ini lemah, benda sekecil itu pun tidak mampu hadapi ?
Kadang-kadang merasakan, perlu ke saya cerita pada dia ? Tindakan saya itu untuk membuktikan manja atau sharing is caring ? Atau risau persepsi dia bahawa saya ini tidak berdikari ? Sebenarnya, saya malu untuk membebankan dia dengan perkara remeh temeh seperti ini.
Fara, tolong kamu lebih super duper kuat dari biasa-biasanya.
Lay down
5.00 a.m.
Officially can lay down my body.
After a tiring day settling the family's Open House for Aidilfitri.
Dear friends were coming to my house at Kluang. Really appreciate their effort coming to Kluang direct from Johor Bahru.
The crowds today was awesome. It seems like a wedding events. Haha.
And question of the day : which one is him?
^^.)
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Worry
Setelah sejauh ini kami merancang, cuba untuk mengenali antara satu sama lain, memupuk rasa cinta dan kasih, mengharungi susah senang menjalin hubungan dan saya tahu pengakhirannya Dia juga yang menentukan segala.
Sungguh, saya pohon pada Dia hari-hari berdoa. Ditetapkan cinta hati saya itulah yang bakal membimbing saya hingga ke syurga. Yang bakal saya habiskan seluruh hidup saya bersama dia. Yang saya mahu untuk temani hidup saya hingga hujung nyawa.
Setelah sejauh ini, yang mana permulaannya saya ketepi unsur-unsur tidak sihat dari mempengaruhi, saya rasa macam lemah. Kadang-kadang tidak semua makhluk Allah itu boleh menerima diri kita seadanya. Yang sering memberikan pandangan dan hukuman mengenai apa yang patut dan tidak, sesuai atau tidak.
Sehingga tahap ini, saya pasti tidak semua gemar terjalinnya hubungan saya dan cinta hati. Dan selama ini, saya tidak ambil kisah pun tentang ini semua. Sebab yang mengharungi itu adalah saya dan cinta hati berdua. Dan bila khabar seolah-olah interpretasinya saya ini tidak layak untuk cinta hati, betul-betul membuatkan saya berfikir dua kali.
Sedih.
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Bad & Good
Both news at the same day.
Bad : I'm involved in a car accident. Alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah no life been taken. Poor cik chenta for scratches and injuries. Nonetheless, I'm still shaking for about an hour. The heart was beating fast. Tsk, tsk, tsk~
Good : We've started planning towards the serious things. Thank you Allah for easiest the way. Making the plan and confirming the other things should be discuss with parents though for blessing and confirmation. Anyhow, it makes even a very good news that he seriously thinking about these things :)
Despite both things happened in one night, I felt lucky and blessed to have him. The soulmate.
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Plan vs time
Up to one point, I don't want to think about these things.
But then, the time flew away...
And if nothing, not a single thing being taken care of, still it would not happen though.
What to do?
What should I do?
Only then I realise, it ain't easy.
Dear, I need your strength.
Tsk.tsk.tsk.
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Fatherhood
Flicking through the FB's page of dear friends whom have a child, the bond of father and son/daughter quiet fascinate me.
The fatherhood.
:)
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Seindah Ramadhan & Anugerah Syawal
Alhamdulillah, telah selesai menunaikan kewajipan berpuasa. Dan sedih untuk meninggalkan Ramadhan yang banyak memberi seribu satu keberkatan. Banyak cerita suka duka, melakukan amalan dan pahala.
Dan indahnya Ramadhan kali ini sebagaimana untuk menerima ketibaan anugerah Syawal, saudara kami yang jauh yang di sebut-sebut sebagai 'orang Selangor' menyambut Aidilfitri bersama-sama kali ini. Rasa sebak menyambut kedatangan 2 anak lelaki arwah Mak Jang Rasilah. Rasanya lebih 10 tahun tidak bersua muka dengan mereka. Sudah banyak beza yang mana dulu comelnya mereka dan sekarang sudah besar remaja.
Syukur atas kurniannya. Maha Besar Allah yang memberikan Keindahan Ramadhan serta Anugerah Syawal buat hambanya :)
P/s: Hearing too much good news indeed.
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Sending off
He will be leave to hometown today,
After work.
For celebrating the Raya festive with families.
Well, sending him off might be a little sad for me.
Certainly will missing him later.
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What do you feel
When the person you love complement other's girlfriend and says she's PERFECT
What do you expect how I felt ?
Cause I know that no one is perfect.
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Metafora
Jangan kau bimbang sayang
Di mana ku berada,
Dengan siapa ku bersama,
Jangan bimbang,
Ku tetap kau yang punya.
:)
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Just so you know, dear~
Even you'll always asking me a lots of question,
Never ending,
And somehow I myself doubt on the purpose of the questions,
And always thinking before answering all of your question,
Deep inside,
I personally doesn't have any dissatisfaction.
Truly accepted for who you are.
Willing to explore the truth of you.
And readily to fin my entire life with you.
So that you know,
I've fall in love with you a long time ago.
Your princess, dear, honey & sweetheart.
Me.
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