Counting

I hate when it comes to counting days. Pass through a day, going with the flow. And when busying myself and us on the preparation of the big day, I kept avoiding those days. Since we are still kept in the dark of the exact date, I'd remain silent. The tears no longer flow. Not until I really deeply thought about it. Developing myself, learning how to dealt with misses, accepting fate and feeling grateful for whatever He had plan for us. 

Until today, staring at the calendar and out of sudden I bluntly said the word - It keep closer. Time flies by. I should savour all moments. 

I will certainly miss you much.

14.04.14

Not even close 100% to that~ (- -')

Motivate!

Aizat - Years From Now

What will I be years from now

What will l wear how will I look

I think too much I think too much

Sometimes its scary over thinking

What you have or haven't done

You think too much you think too much

Will the rain smell the same

Will our loosing trentrous game

And the star much shine

The color seems so blurry

Will I end up all alone

Without a shoulder to cry on

What will I be years from now

I have answered them but none have answered me

And when my time has come

I hope my last seconds in this life will have you

Will have you

Will the rain smell the same

Will our loosing trentrous game

And neglect most people views

Seems so worthy

Meoowwww

I miss him, even for a day~ 

Pheww~

I had my weight today.

48.6 kg

Never ever in my life been weight that.

Empty

When drove off back to the house after work yesterday, I felt a sudden silent. Empty. And by thinking that probably I would repeating this same routine without a partner, without a company, single - hopeless.

Sooner or later you have to accept, Fara.

Be strong.