Empty

When drove off back to the house after work yesterday, I felt a sudden silent. Empty. And by thinking that probably I would repeating this same routine without a partner, without a company, single - hopeless.

Sooner or later you have to accept, Fara.

Be strong.

Date (^^,)//

25.03.2014

We are one year together. One year period of learning each other well. Reminiscing memory of the past. Tears and heartache. Shy and pride. Only Him knows what I sees in him. The man who will protect me from any harm, who will shine my rainy days and share disgruntlement with.

Thank you Allah for sending him to me which full of weaknesses and flaws. Thank you for hearing my prays and thank you for the unlimited patience.

Am grateful. 

Freaking out!

The memorable 8 days course will be remembered. Programs that full with informative session and activities hopefully could be applied in daily life. Feels motivate and lively. Other than the tiring, torture and pain, everything was a good thing.

Until today, it freaked me out. I was on massage, and being told about the body condition. Sincerely, I kept thinking of that and started makes me worry. Seriously, I thought that it was a normal pain like the stomachache muscle pain. I'm searching for the info all day and hopefully this won't be lasted. 

.I am worried.

Keterujaan

Keterujaan adik-adikku :)

On the morning before depart to Sungai Pelepah for teambuilding activity.

# we are E2 (^__^)//

Expectation

Young Leaders Programme - Exceeding Expectations, Breakthrough Performance

As per above session in 2 days. If perused through the programme objective, personally I would like to say it was delivered in the negative way. To poison the mind and way of thinking of the possible young leaders. Perhaps I'm the only one who thinking of that. Perhaps I'd used to positive thinking. And by being feed with information in the negative way, I felt helpless. 

Dato' Siti

Day 2 - I'm a 'mock' Dato' Siti. Those star stickers collected during the session with the consultant. Accumulation of certain numbers will entitle you a mockery of Dato', Dato' Seri or Tan Sri. Personally for me, I didn't favor that. Participant would just chasing the stickers for personal benefit (even in this case it's worthless).

Off for 'vacation'

On 'vacation' for 8 days. Not far away from the office though. Nearly pass through Day 1. Knowing people and making friends with the great persons among the Group. So many things happened today with so many things had been learnt. Despite of being the sister in our hostel-house, the age of 28 years would not guarantee the wide experience in life. Adapting the situation, accepting the weirds and flaws - keep calm Farahiyah~

Being Siti for another seven and a half day.

Kindness

It was only yesterday we'd talked about her kindness. About her specialty that we're proud of. Allah is much more powerful. Only He know what had been planned. And today, actually the night before we're receiving news saying that she's admitted to hospital due to blood pressure which had affected the brain. Sad. Knowing her kindness makes me sad. And knowing that she had 3 childrens was even sad. 

Sincerely, i'll miss her. Miss her kindness. Prays that she will be with the good people. InsyaAllah.  Al-fatihah to Anna Lisa Mahat.

Homework :)

This is homework. More to comes~

Tapi yang ni pun tak siap lagi..haha