Technology

I'd came across a video at one of the social media. And shared it at my wall. Indeed somehow there are some truth about the video. All about technology, social media, gadget and the unhealthy social life.

Looking back at my life history, I am a smartphone user since 2012. Bought a Blackberry due to working environment of frequent travelling. And late 2013 bought a Samsung due to become a postpaid user.

Afraid of the consequences as highlighted in the video, I prayed not to be one of the victim. Cherish the normal life and treat technology as one of the value added and tool to simplify the daily life, not dependent on it. 

At one point, I missed my Nokia 3310.

Rainism

It must be the rain.

I always lose to rain.

Wasn't pampered myself either.

And today after three days of audit visit at the mill, it seems that I'd worn out. Despite of having fun on the learning process - heat, high, smell, grease, oil, cake, nut, shell, fiber, dirt, steam - I am ok. Until today.

Continuing the audit journey at another mill and I am about to faint just above the cages on the railing at the stereliser station.

Congrats fara! Its an indicator that you need a rest. (^_^)//

Fear

Fear is something that I'm not sharing with anyone. Discussing it publicly, specifically. Being the eldest in the family is mostly I'm feared about. Responsible for showing a good things, fullfill hopes and ambitions. And today the bff were discussing on parenting. That's fear me too. But people say a woman could do anything, surviving on most situation cause they are gifted with intuition. Despite of counting days to half complete the life cycle of a woman, that's also fear me too. Perhaps I've done too much of thinking or still not feel comfortable on the changes. Reminder to me, please stop over-analyzing things, make way for the naturality.

Hoping for strengths to face the fear. Not for joining the Fear Factor. 

One thing, learn to have less expectation or you'll grief. People say expectation will kill you.

Its been a year since

Counting

I hate when it comes to counting days. Pass through a day, going with the flow. And when busying myself and us on the preparation of the big day, I kept avoiding those days. Since we are still kept in the dark of the exact date, I'd remain silent. The tears no longer flow. Not until I really deeply thought about it. Developing myself, learning how to dealt with misses, accepting fate and feeling grateful for whatever He had plan for us. 

Until today, staring at the calendar and out of sudden I bluntly said the word - It keep closer. Time flies by. I should savour all moments. 

I will certainly miss you much.

14.04.14

Not even close 100% to that~ (- -')

Motivate!

Aizat - Years From Now

What will I be years from now

What will l wear how will I look

I think too much I think too much

Sometimes its scary over thinking

What you have or haven't done

You think too much you think too much

Will the rain smell the same

Will our loosing trentrous game

And the star much shine

The color seems so blurry

Will I end up all alone

Without a shoulder to cry on

What will I be years from now

I have answered them but none have answered me

And when my time has come

I hope my last seconds in this life will have you

Will have you

Will the rain smell the same

Will our loosing trentrous game

And neglect most people views

Seems so worthy

Meoowwww

I miss him, even for a day~ 

Pheww~

I had my weight today.

48.6 kg

Never ever in my life been weight that.

Empty

When drove off back to the house after work yesterday, I felt a sudden silent. Empty. And by thinking that probably I would repeating this same routine without a partner, without a company, single - hopeless.

Sooner or later you have to accept, Fara.

Be strong.