Heat and Hate

Obviously those two words bring negative meaning. And i am in those mood. 

Being the leader in a community would certainly a burden. The soft word would be responsibility. Being selected as one of the community was beyond my control. And what makes me feels the heat, after all effort i try to do and try to be as responsible as i can, after all achievement that we had obtained, i hate it when there is a person vaguely doubt my role and criticise what i am capable of.

F word.

It was not that i couldn't accept critics or improvement on weakness, it just i know what that person actually meant anyway.

P/s: I really hate this happened during the full moon. Tears.