si manis aishah!

ini dia si manis Aishah.
cousin of mine, the only daughter belongs to Pak Itam. :)


p/s: she's amaze me. ~^^

Renjis-renjis dipilis,,

ini adalah pelamin pengantin.
warna tema mereka merah hitam tapi campur putih sket.


itu saya dan cik kazen yg baru darjah 6 (dia membesar dgn sihat :)


itu adalah keluarga besar saya.
dari kiri : atok mun, mak usu, mak ngah & mak uteh

memang betul tekaan saya. :)
cousin saya yg bernama Tina dan sebaya saya itu pasti akan 'jalan' dulu.

bila mak-cik2 saya tanya, "Farah bila pula?"

"owh, lambat lagi rase nya. Farah tak nak langkah bendul Nurul ngan Epi,"

haha.apekah! .itu adalah ayat penyelamat ok.

Bila Pak Uda (ayah si Nurul) menyampuk, "Nurul ni bila dia bawak balik lelaki semuanya tak lepas. bagi soalan pengetahuan am pun xleh jawab camne?"

Bila Mak Uteh (mak si Epi) berkata, "InsyaAllah, rasanya lagi 2 tahun.Masing2 tengah kumpul duit"

Tapi nak tahu ape kate mak aku?

"Farah ni tak boleh nak kawen lagi, kerja pun tak tetap.duit pun takde lagi."

Mau terbatuk-batuk aku time tu jugak. Pernah sekali (bukan takat sekali tapi berkali-kali) dia sound aku, "ang belum dapat keje tetap jgn gatal nak boipren2 ni." ok, ini ayat dia sebelum dapat keje kt Jalan Mersing nu ha. Tapi kadang2 aku kompius gak bile satu hari tu dia tanye, "ang tak klua ngan boipren ka?" .apekah?. mungkin sebab die tengok aku dok nyorok saje dlm bilik tak klua-klua kot.


p/s: saya percaya pada jodoh. :)

Hoobastank - Crawling In The Dark

I will dedicate
And sacrifice my everything for just a second's worth
Of how my story's ending
And I wish I could know if the directions that I take
And all the choices that I make won't end up all for nothing

Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
Is there something more than what i've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer

Help me carry on
Assure me it's ok to use my heart and not my eyes
To navigate the darkness
Will the ending be ever coming suddenly?
Will I ever get to see the ending to my story?

Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
Is there something more than what i've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer

So when and how will I know?
How much further do I have to go?
How much longer until I finally know?
Because I'm looking and I just can't see what's in front of me
In front of me

Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
Is there something more than what i've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer

Resisting the hipo & two face?

I'm totally can't resist both.

in front of one person, it will be story A.
in front of another person, it will be story B.


* sangat la watafak! *


i'm just go with the flow.
not interfering. | listen & see |
trying to be optimist. always.


p/s: mana nak tau kan, sebenarmya dgn kita pun diorg treat mcm tu. | world is cruel |

KL-SHAH ALAM-SUBANG-DAMANSARA

~owh, betapa saya sangatSANGAT rindukan tempat-tempat itu.

di sana tempat saya melepaskan tekanan.
di sana tempat saya melihat keindahan.
di sana tempat saya mengenal kehidupan.

i wish i could stay longer for a few days.
but johore is always there for me. :)

perkara yg membuatkan sy rindukan tempat2 itu:

1. Big Apple - sebulan mau 2-3 kali sy jejak.kluang ade gak, tp tetap xsame. :)

2. Movie Theatre - saya pelayan wayang.di sana ada GSC&TGV yg beri bnyk privilage.kluang hanya ada BIG&MBO yg mana xberapa nk best.

3. Secret Recipe - sgt hantu Oreo Cheese Cake! kluang, sume waiters sumbong2 belaka yg sekaligus aku mati hilang selera mahukan Oreo Cheese Cake itu.

4. Sale - owh~ sgt2 berbaloi-baloi membelah-beli bile waktu sale di sane. harga seyes runtuh dimana kamu takkan jumpe di mana2.sy sanggup bersesak di SOGO =D.kluang, sale celah kuku je~

5. Public Transport - saya amat menyenangi public transport di sana. katakan sahaja mana2 destinasi, saya adalah expert.sy rindukan Monorel, LRT, Komuter & RapidKL.dgn public transport, saya dpt melihat dunia.kluang, tambang bas mahu ke bandar saja pun suda naek harge.

6. MPH & Kinokuniya - saya adalah ulat buku.destinasi pertama bila ke KLCC yg wajibulghunnah saya jejak adalah Kino.~hee.sbb kt situ bole bace buku pree.kluang, kedai buku paling beso pun Popular.itu pun buku tak banyak.~haish.


p/s: tapi saya tahu. di mana bumi dipijak, KLUANG tetap di hatiku.

rimas la wei~

aku rimas la,
bila ada 'fanatic fan' yg cam tah pape,

~owh,owh.
tolong la berhenti meminati saya
berhenti merenung saya seolah2 saya ni ayam goreng untuk dimakan.


p/s: minat adalah ok, tapi bila dah jadi tahap kipas-susah-mati, itu saya tak mahu.

hujan!

saya di bawah gerimis hujan!.

oH, owh~

rindu benar pd hujan.


p/s:walaupun sekejap2, tp tetap hujan. ~bau hujan yg menusuk jiwa. =D

Sis Norul's Engagement Day!

Date : 15 February 2010
Location : Felda Ulu Dengar, Kluang
Engaged to : Ahwandi





















p/s: she's gorgeous!

awesome!

today was awesome.
even i'm tired, but my day was full of laugh + happiness. stress = 0

half day picnic at Gunung Berlumut was a credit.
walaupun, masa utk hidupkan unggun for bbq was a lil bit too long.
tp xpe, sbb kami semua enjoy dan bergelak ketawa.

i made some new friends. yg dtg dr background sekolah yg lain dr saya.

1. Shah Erwan - ex-student SMKTHO - his name seems familiar. :)
2. Harsanny - ex-student SMKTHO - i know him long time ago, jambu =D
3. Adib Zakaria - ex-student SMKTHO - mcm pernah nampak, tp xtau kt mane.
4. Saiful Aizat - dunno from where. - nice teeth, sparkling smile! ^^~
5. Soraya - STK, RK class maybe. - her face do familiar to me.hix!

apart from them, kami yg laen ialah:

1. Ecah(Tomok)- ex-classmate | Form 2
2. Ahmad Asyraf - ex-classmate | primary school
3. Ebby Efrizal - ex-classmate | primary school, Form 1 & Form 3
4. Hazizul - ex-classmate | Form 1
5. Wan Saiful - never been classmate, once same matrix with him but for a short period of time.


tekanan saya ade rase kurang sedikit, bila kami maen splash! splash!
hix~
getting to know them well + updating any missed info.
gelak2 dgn lawak bodo si adib yg sangat sengal gile!
nevertheless dude, you were making me happy.
~owh.sakit perot saya asyik bergelak saja.

p/s: the picnic was heaven! .sy terserempak dgn Hritrik Roshan di waktu pagi sblm kami bertolak.~

cahaya chantek,

bila cahaya cantik mula menyelubungi awan malam,
berwarna-warni.

lokasi indah,
nampak semuanya.

dentuman kemeriahan,
bercahaya!


p/s: cahaya chantek itu tidak putus-putus.

cutiCuti

my plan:

SATURDAY

1.morning : still working. ~yippies!my head dprt was on leave for CNY celebration.
2.noon : will be head for several wedding invitation with my mum.
3.evening : miss my granma! ~head to FELDA AYER HITAM for a short visits. :)


SUNDAY

1.morning : leisure time! ~picnic with a bunch of friends. location, Gunung Berlumut! ^^~
2.evening : probably meet a friend of mine, not planning but it depends on situation.hee.
3.night : 2 places. will be head to Simpang Renggam for a small feast organise by my aunt & CNY Open House at Kluang.


MONDAY

1. Sis Nurul's engagement ceremony. 'kautim' with the office clan.
2. Plan on visiting Sis Liza, ~condolences for her illness.
3. CNY Convoi ~probably head to Jeannie+Sharon's house..hue~ (^.^)v


TUESDAY
i'm back to work.huk!


p/s: whew~

Twickheads - Guris

Ku percaya padamu
Menghulurkanmu
oh..tanganku
ku percaya padamu
ku turutimu
oh..hendakmu

kau mengkhianati aku
kau permainkan perasaanku
kau menikam dan meludahku
kau dekatkan
warnamu

sendiriku menangis
menangis dalam kekecewaan
ku sendiri
menangisku ku menangis
menangis dalam keseorangan
oh…

sendiriku pelajari
pengalaman hidup sendiri
ku sendiri
relakan relakan
agarku mampu berdiri sendirian…..

Dengarlah..

S.A.Y.A

bila saya berkongsi cerita mengenai lelaki itu, meng'usha' lelaki itu atau bermain mata dgn lelaki itu.

tapi tak bermaksud, saya betul2 mahu lelaki itu, suka lelaki itu atau cinta lelaki itu.

saya hanya sekadar berkongsi, memetik cerita dan hasil dari pemerhatian.

perkara yg 'terlintas' di hati, saya coretkan di sini.

dia untuk saya, pasti ada. tapi bukan mereka yg saya cerita.

mereka yg saya cerita adalah eksperimentasi.

following,.

now in my attention:

case of DSAI vs MSBA

even one of my friend said that the case was wasting of time to give attention to but i do want to know the progress cz it is an open court case


p/s: real world?

Masalah jiwa!

Bila ada dua pihak yg menantikan senyuman saya,
yg mane satu patut saya berikan senyuman?

1.Pihak yg memang saya berminat
2.Pihak yg saya tidak berminat

Sampai satu tahap, saya rasa tidak mahu senyum pada sesiapa. Aduish!


p/s: kalau saya memilih sebelah pihak saja, pasti satu pihak lagi akan kecil hati kan?

burst out!

sampai satu tahap, saya rasa saya tak mampu.

tapi perlu teruskan juga.

sampai satu tahap,

saya rasa mahu ke kilang baru.

want to start a new thing.
from the beginning.


p/s: i need more strength!

Coincidence?

a friend of mine do asked me,,

'you believe in coincidence?'

i rather said that i do believe in fate and destiny.



progress~
i do get to know hritrik roshan better.
till now still don't get a chance for a lil chat with him.
we just exchange smile with each other.
it's ok with me cz his smile will brighten my day.


p/s: wondering or dreaming?