I'm just crazy to Lee Min-ho, loves his acting as I'm introduced to The City Hunter. Flick through the television channel of One, he's always appears.
And my Lee Min-Ho version, I've not seen him since last Friday. Nearly a week. He's totally been missed.
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Alhamdulillah, praise to Allah. I'm celebrating the 27th year of my life on the last day of the Islam calender. And today, a good start of the day beginning on 1 Muharam 1435H. Hoping a smooth year ahead, with all plan could be as it is.
Ahlan wa sahlan 1435H.
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1. Music
2. Perfume
3. Chocolate
4. Shoe
5. Watch
6. Bag
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People always said - don't live in the past, walk in the present and face the future.
But I do love reminiscing the past memories. It made me felt appreciated, felt blessed. Going through the memory lane by hearing a song, being at a place, saw a thing and seeing a photograph that relates to the memory would certainly trigger the right brain.
For instance, during my childhood I was fond of musical box. That tiny little box which produce a nice music when you open it. I was like each time went to the supermarket with my mom would always stared and kept playing with the displayed music box. And till now the memory remains each time I saw a music box, I could recall the feeling of receiving a first ever birthday gift from my mom back then when I was 12 years old.
It same goes when hearing a song. I would always love any song from Anuar Zain, gave a soothing effect when hearing his voice. Being dedicated a song from my past boyfriend called 'Sedetik Lebih' that gave a lots of meaning. Reminiscing the good memory would always motivates me going through the life.
" Di kala penuh ketakutan dengan badai kehidupan, ku bersyukur adanya kamu. Biarlah kehilangan semua yang dimiliki di dunia, asal masih adanya kamu "
Even I know the lyrics was only a metaphore and being exaggerated, yet it build the spirits in me.
Doing ordinary thing but creating extraordinary moment.
That is how I treasure.
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I should take it slow and steady.
Set aside the emotion and save it for later.
It's still a long journey though.
I gave up on trying and let it be as His plan.
And when the time had come, I'll put the emotion and heart back to its place.
Reminder for me,
Live up your life and cherish the moments.
Cherio!
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Insyaallah, may all the best things happened to you dad. Pray for the best for your election today. Hope is a must, but in Allah will we trust.
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Today I'm 36.4 degree.
Having a cough fever.
Its been a while I'm not having a fever. If not mistaken, this is the first time this year. Being at the clinic, surprisingly there were so many people today. Maybe because of the Aidil Adha festive season. Eating different types of food and the unconditional of weather.
I hope to get well soon. Don't have time to pampered yourself, fara.
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I think I should take it easy.
Yup.
Do let down the emotion and sensitive part.
Yeah,
Way to go dear~
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Sudah lama butir mutiara ini tidak gugur. Bila satu tahap perkara-perkara menyesakkan dada memaksa segalanya. Melontar hambur jernih mutiara, melapangkan jiwa. Bertafakur muhasabah diri, menyelesai satu persatu merungkai teka-teki. Bila resah melanda diri, memikirkan pelbagai kemungkinan, risau.
Moga kekuatan itu terus bersama, wahai jiwa. Ini dugaan dunia. Pada Dia terus memohon, semoga ditunjukkan cahaya.
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It is meaningful.
By seeing 'that', it is enough to make me feel happy. (^_^)//
Feel appreciated.
And having a goose bumps. Hee~
Right there, one corner in my heart :)
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Selamat Hari Ulangtahun Kelahiran buat kesayangan saya, abah. Nothing much that I would request from Him other than giving him a good health and strength to worship and devote himself to You in this life and for Hereafter.
Love you, abah.
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A smile could bright the day.
And by just seeing his smile and hearing his laugh it brights my day. Wash away temporarily all the worries in my mind.
:')
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Don't ever miss to take breakfast!
Check.
I was nearly fainted when participating the 'Larian Hari Jantung Sedunia' just about 100 metres before the finishing line. Officially riding the ambulance and reach the finish check point easily. Haha. Remembering the moment, made me smile. That's the effect when you don't take breakfast before having a run race or whatsoever exercise and sports early in the morning.
In case if I had an opportunity to express what I felt, I would blame the committee coz they had promise for a breakfast meal. But they were late.
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Alhamdulillah, we are half year together.
Still learning each other.
Preparing for the future.
Thanks dear for every great moments.
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The Ramlees - Itulah Sayang
Tanya sama hati
Apa asal sayang
Adakah tandanya nampak dipandang
Kumbang rayu bunga
Bulan dan bintangnya
Punya tanda-tanda hubungan mesra
Tanya sama hati
Pernahkah merindu
Ingat masa lena apa mimpimu
Masa berjauhan
Apa nan dikenang
Bila difahamkan itulah sayang
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Confessing, clarifying, explaining to someone on heart-related-issue would be the hard task. Trying to create a situation that at the end it is not ackward.
And me personally, the one who treasure the meaning of friendship. I don't want this kind of thing would effect the bond that we had created together.
May He light the way to the right path and ease everything.
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Alhamdulillahillazi at amana wasaqana wajaal lana minal muslimin
Syukur pada Allah atas segala nikmat rezeki yang telah diberikan. Dan maraton makanan untuk saya bermula sejak seminggu yang lalu.
More or less of 365 days to go~
May all the plan smoothly on track.
InsyaAllah.
Love you more and more, dear ^^.)
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3rd quarter of 2013 is near to end. The last month of 3rd quarter definitely drive me crazy. Feels like I'm working nearly everyday. Sacrificing the meaning of sunday and public holiday. I'm never in this situation before.
Allah, please give me strength and health to face these workforce challenges. Give me guide, light the way and hold me close towards the end.
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Don't pretend you're sorry
I know you're not
You know you got the power
To make me weak inside
Girl you leave me breathless
But it's okay 'cause
You are my survival
Now hear me say
I can't imagine life
Without your love
Even forever don't seem
Like long enough
'Cause everytime I breathe
I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Maybe I'm a drifter
Maybe not
'Cause I have known the safety
Of floating freely
In your arms
I don't need another lifeline
It's not for me
'Cause only you can save me
Oh can't you see
I can't imagine life
Without your love
And even forever don't seem
Like long enough
C/O 'Cause everytime I breathe
I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Go on and pull me under
Cover me with dreams, yeah
Love me mouth to mouth now
You know I can't resist
'Cause you're the air
That I breathe
C/O
Baby I can't help it
Keep me drowning
In your love
I keep drowning
In your love
Baby I can't help it
Can't help it no, no
C/O
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I was on visit at Kluang and staying at Prime City Hotel. Later on breakfast today, I met a chinese lady in the lift on my way to cafe. Avoiding an ackward moment, she nicely asking me either I'm a school student?
Haih~ I've encountered this several times. Do the small figure of me, people mistakenly assume that I'm still a schooler? Despite of what happen, I realise that somehow people see me as a young person rather than the age of 27.
(^_____^)v.
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** Forwarded by one of my friend. Quite interesting to think of.
Lesson One
An eagle was sit ting on a tree resting, doing nothing.
A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do nothing?"
The eagle answered: "Sure, why not."
So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit, and ate it.
Management Lesson :
To be sitting doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.
Lesson Two
A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy."
"Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull. "They're packed with nutrients."
The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree.
He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.
Management Lesson :
Bullshit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there.
Lesson Three
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold; the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field.
While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realise how warm he was.
The dung was actually thawing him out!
He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.
A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.
Management Lessons :
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.
(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!
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I thought I'm the only one who saw that coming. They also notice. What could I said other than 'that's good' ? Haha. Sound like I'm readily accepting the fact. And what worries them is how am I then to face all this. To make this as joke, I simply said 'no choice, I've to back out :)
Seems silly fighting over a man with a man. :p
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** This has been my favorite song for such a long time. Listening to Anuar Zains' song would always make me calm. Meaningful **
Setiap nafas yang dihembus
Setiap degupan jantung
Aku selalu memikirkanmu
Dalam sedar dibuai angan
Dalam tidur dan khayalan
Aku selalu memikirkanmu
Ternyata ku perlukan cinta dari dirimu sayang
Barulah terasa ku bernyawa
Kasihku ku amat mencintai kamu
Kerana kau beri erti hidup
Ku kan terus mencinta sedetik lebih selepas selamanya
Di kala penuh ketakutan dengan badai kehidupan
Ku bersyukur adanya kamu
Biarlah kehilangan semua yang dimiliki di dunia
Asal masih adanya kamu
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"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired"
:)
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Salam Merdeka 56 tahun Malaysia !!
Proud to be Malaysian.
I was on the movie last night. Surprise me that as part of the patriotic campaign from the government of Malaysia, there were several commercial advertising on independent day at the cinema. And what makes me proud, the national anthem of Negaraku was aired and the viewers were requested to stand up for sign of respect :) However, not all Malaysian were willing to do such a simple request. Such a shame.
This merdeka celebration, we are having a raya convoi. Malacca - Batu Pahat - Pontian.
\O/ ______ (^_^)v.
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I finally digesting.
The whole concept of mature.
The mature principle which a prequisite that I put upfront in seeking the soulmate. An eye opener, as and when the situation occurred, he'll fix and finding a solution in a matured way. Unlike me (who always angry, sulking, protesting, panicking etc.)
That's why I do want him to guide me till Jannah.
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Alhamdulillah, berakhirnya siri penjelajahan 'Kembara Mahkota Dewa' kali ini :D
Masih belum sempurna untuk kembara-kembara yang seterusnya~
Malam suram litupi malam
Resah hati peristiwa semalam
Mengimbau suatu kenangan silam
Tangis harapan tiada keampunan
Ku hampiri denai sepi
Mendambakan nur Ilahi
Pedoman agung
Petunjuk hati imanku
Satu ukuran diri
Sayu ku dengar
Gemersik alunan ayat-Mu
Di balik kabus penuh kesamaran
Hinanya diri
Kudus sendirian
Tiada terasa
Ohh nikmatnya iman
Namun aku merindu-Mu Ya Rabbi
Doa ku pohon hidayah ku cari
Air mata jadi saksi
Akan dosa ku insafi
Ampuni daku...
Ampuni daku...
Ampuni daku Ya Rabbi...
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Ok, this seriously made me laugh.
To be specific, hurt.
I'm making an appointment with my father.
Own father.
--.)
Yet I don't have a choice.
To let it happen that way.
Anyway, looking forward to that meeting dad. Please don't rearrange or cancel or reschedule or postpone or skip. Haha.
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In a relationship, sacrifice and tolerate is important.
Sacrificing on tolerable things.
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Cuba tenang~
A dear friend selalu menasihatkan begitu.
Selalu saya cuba untuk berlagak tenang.
Tidak mahu fikirkan banyak perkara dalam satu masa.
Tapi pengakhirannya, terpaksa fikir juga. :)
Semoga dipermudahkan segalanya.
Saya cuba untuk tenang.
Selesaikan perkara satu persatu.
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Orang kata, perempuan itu multi tasking. Boleh melakukan banyak tugas dalam satu masa.
Bagi saya, menjadi multi tasking itu ada limit. Kadang-kadang sampai satu masa overload juga.
:D
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Ujian Allah itu datang dalam berbagai-bagai bentuk. Tidak kira masa bila mana Dia kehendaki. Kekuatan untuk mengharungi ujian itu, kesabaran untuk tempuhi ujian itu amat saya perlu.
Mungkin nampak macam saya boleh harungi. segala, boleh tempuhi segala. Saving myself from others so that they are not seeing me in my weak point. Bukan tidak mahu menunjuk yang saya ini lemah, benda sekecil itu pun tidak mampu hadapi ?
Kadang-kadang merasakan, perlu ke saya cerita pada dia ? Tindakan saya itu untuk membuktikan manja atau sharing is caring ? Atau risau persepsi dia bahawa saya ini tidak berdikari ? Sebenarnya, saya malu untuk membebankan dia dengan perkara remeh temeh seperti ini.
Fara, tolong kamu lebih super duper kuat dari biasa-biasanya.
5.00 a.m.
Officially can lay down my body.
After a tiring day settling the family's Open House for Aidilfitri.
Dear friends were coming to my house at Kluang. Really appreciate their effort coming to Kluang direct from Johor Bahru.
The crowds today was awesome. It seems like a wedding events. Haha.
And question of the day : which one is him?
^^.)
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Setelah sejauh ini kami merancang, cuba untuk mengenali antara satu sama lain, memupuk rasa cinta dan kasih, mengharungi susah senang menjalin hubungan dan saya tahu pengakhirannya Dia juga yang menentukan segala.
Sungguh, saya pohon pada Dia hari-hari berdoa. Ditetapkan cinta hati saya itulah yang bakal membimbing saya hingga ke syurga. Yang bakal saya habiskan seluruh hidup saya bersama dia. Yang saya mahu untuk temani hidup saya hingga hujung nyawa.
Setelah sejauh ini, yang mana permulaannya saya ketepi unsur-unsur tidak sihat dari mempengaruhi, saya rasa macam lemah. Kadang-kadang tidak semua makhluk Allah itu boleh menerima diri kita seadanya. Yang sering memberikan pandangan dan hukuman mengenai apa yang patut dan tidak, sesuai atau tidak.
Sehingga tahap ini, saya pasti tidak semua gemar terjalinnya hubungan saya dan cinta hati. Dan selama ini, saya tidak ambil kisah pun tentang ini semua. Sebab yang mengharungi itu adalah saya dan cinta hati berdua. Dan bila khabar seolah-olah interpretasinya saya ini tidak layak untuk cinta hati, betul-betul membuatkan saya berfikir dua kali.
Sedih.
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Both news at the same day.
Bad : I'm involved in a car accident. Alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah no life been taken. Poor cik chenta for scratches and injuries. Nonetheless, I'm still shaking for about an hour. The heart was beating fast. Tsk, tsk, tsk~
Good : We've started planning towards the serious things. Thank you Allah for easiest the way. Making the plan and confirming the other things should be discuss with parents though for blessing and confirmation. Anyhow, it makes even a very good news that he seriously thinking about these things :)
Despite both things happened in one night, I felt lucky and blessed to have him. The soulmate.
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Up to one point, I don't want to think about these things.
But then, the time flew away...
And if nothing, not a single thing being taken care of, still it would not happen though.
What to do?
What should I do?
Only then I realise, it ain't easy.
Dear, I need your strength.
Tsk.tsk.tsk.
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Flicking through the FB's page of dear friends whom have a child, the bond of father and son/daughter quiet fascinate me.
The fatherhood.
:)
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Alhamdulillah, telah selesai menunaikan kewajipan berpuasa. Dan sedih untuk meninggalkan Ramadhan yang banyak memberi seribu satu keberkatan. Banyak cerita suka duka, melakukan amalan dan pahala.
Dan indahnya Ramadhan kali ini sebagaimana untuk menerima ketibaan anugerah Syawal, saudara kami yang jauh yang di sebut-sebut sebagai 'orang Selangor' menyambut Aidilfitri bersama-sama kali ini. Rasa sebak menyambut kedatangan 2 anak lelaki arwah Mak Jang Rasilah. Rasanya lebih 10 tahun tidak bersua muka dengan mereka. Sudah banyak beza yang mana dulu comelnya mereka dan sekarang sudah besar remaja.
Syukur atas kurniannya. Maha Besar Allah yang memberikan Keindahan Ramadhan serta Anugerah Syawal buat hambanya :)
P/s: Hearing too much good news indeed.
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He will be leave to hometown today,
After work.
For celebrating the Raya festive with families.
Well, sending him off might be a little sad for me.
Certainly will missing him later.
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When the person you love complement other's girlfriend and says she's PERFECT
What do you expect how I felt ?
Cause I know that no one is perfect.
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Jangan kau bimbang sayang
Di mana ku berada,
Dengan siapa ku bersama,
Jangan bimbang,
Ku tetap kau yang punya.
:)
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Even you'll always asking me a lots of question,
Never ending,
And somehow I myself doubt on the purpose of the questions,
And always thinking before answering all of your question,
Deep inside,
I personally doesn't have any dissatisfaction.
Truly accepted for who you are.
Willing to explore the truth of you.
And readily to fin my entire life with you.
So that you know,
I've fall in love with you a long time ago.
Your princess, dear, honey & sweetheart.
Me.
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Praise to Allah,
I guess its the rahmah of the day of Nuzul Al-Quran.
You made me happy dear~ ^____^
Thanks :D
P/s: I'm always afraid of the outcome on uncertainty things. There it goes the principle of redha :)
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Berterus terang itu lagi baik sebenarnya.
Memudahkan situasi.
Mengelakkan salah faham.
Menjelaskan keadaan.
Sesetengah kejadian Allah itu tidak berapa faham akan kata-kata tersirat. Yang berlapis-lapis. Yang berkias-kias.
Dan sekarang, saya faham.
Walaupun terus terang itu kenyataannya pahit untuk kita terima keputusan pada permulaan.
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Memakmurkan bulan Ramadhan.
Fokus pada ibadah.
Istiqamah.
Azam baru ?
Kepada sesuatu yang lebih baik.
Semoga berkah nya Ramadhan, memberi jalan dan ruang untuk melangkah kepada sesuatu yang makruf.
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Orang kata redha itu pasrah.
Aku rasa aku tidak cukup kuat untuk menerima. Kadang-kadang hati itu jahat membisikkan kata-kata. Pasrah itu menyerah. Aku rasa untuk sepenuhnya menyerah itu perlu kekuatan. Dan aku rasa, memang belum cukup kuat.
Mungkin apa yang aku harap itu terlalu tinggi. Dan apa yang aku sandarkan itu jauh. Dan aku perlu untuk belajar menerima.
P/s: Allah, semoga kau berikan sepenuh kekuatan untuk aku tempuh apa yang telah engkau rencanakan.
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Dari Ibn Mas'ud r.a. bahawa Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda,
'Sesungguhnya syaitan ada bisikan di hati anak Adam. Dan Malaikat juga ada bisikannya. Bisikan syaitan itu ialah dorongan supaya melakukan kejahatan dan mendustakan kebenaran. Bisikan malaikat pula menggalakkan kebaikan dan meyakini kebenaran. Oleh itu sesiapa yang terasa bisikan yang baik di dalam hatinya, maka ketahuilah ia dari Allah dan hendaklah bersyukur kepada Allah. Dan sesiapa yang terasa bisikan yang satu lagi (bisikan kejahatan) maka hendaklah ia meminta perlindungan Allah dari angkara syaitan."
(Riwayat Tarmizi dan An Nassai).
Dan bila rasa ragu-ragu itu timbul dalam hati, kadang-kadang saya rasa kalah dengan bisikan syaitan. Cuba menguatkan diri untuk semahunya tidak memikirkan perkara ragu-ragu itu. Ahh, berpegang atas dasar bahawa kita ini manusia biasa. Saya cuba perbaiki diri.
Kadang-kadang menangis sendirian, memikirkan perkara ragu-ragu. Sebab hanya takut penyesalan di kemudian hari. Dengan itu, hari-hari saya pohon pada Yang Maha Mendengar. Dikuatkan pegangan diri, rasa hati, hikmah untuk berfikir dan bertindak, ditabahkan hati dan dipermudahkan perjalanan untuk menghadapi segala dugaan dan rintangan menuju ke jalan itu.
Seperti kata dia, 'be strong'.
Dan sampai satu tahap, saya rasa kekuatan saya adalah dia sebenarnya.
P/s: Mana kekuatan kamu yang lama, fara?
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Alhamdulillah~
He passed :)
Being accepted by the king and queen.
And there it goes nervous for me.
The second step.
Hope that I can get through it.
InsyaAllah.
May He ease the way.
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To reorganize.
Set the focus.
Be on track.
Energize!
The hectic life,
- Audit visits
- South Korea trip
- Spend time with luv
- Spend time families
- Spend time with dear friends
Yeeahhhh !!
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Sweetness of him.
The tenderness,
Made me high~
May He ease the way towards a good ending.
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The feeling of being left behind,
Hurt me most.
I repeat, HURT ME MOST.
Please don't made me promise that I'm not going go near them again.
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Plan as it name - PLAN
Could be as expected, could be not.
And for critical time.
We can't expect all plan to be as it is.
As it was made as it is.
Couldn't know the certainty,
Depends on occasions, luck and availability.
Personally, in this cases.
One shouldn't blame one person for every single thing that not as per plan.
Should be settle down together.
And reconsider others substitute plan.
United we stand, devided we fall.
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Reminder to myself.
Need to wake up babe,
Lately productivity makin menurun
Fokus untuk kerja macam dah makin hilang
Kerja siap pun lewat.
Outcome and result, hampeh.
Haaishh.
Need to do something,
Sebelum semuanya terlambat.
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Ok. This definitely made me nervous.
My leave application for the long vacation still not approve by the boss :(
Wuwuwu. What to do?
P/s: Even more nervous cos only 2 weeks left till the date.
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How do you rated a friendship?
Satu tahap kita menilai dengan bangga.
Bila belum terkena pada diri.
Bila belum diuji.
Satu tahap kita menilai dengan benci.
Bila terkena pada diri.
Bila telah diuji.
Dan sekarang,
Bagaimana kamu menilai friendship itu sendiri?
Dengan bangga atau benci?
Atau perlu tidak menjadi terlalu baik, memikirkan hati dan perasaan mereka-mereka itu?
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Alhamdulillah :)
Berjaya tamatkan dengan jayanya menghadiri Kursus Pra Perkahwinan Islam.
Its a one step further signify to commit a married life.
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Bila dengan dia, saya senang.
Menjadi diri sendiri,
Berkongsi pendapat dan pandangan.
Ahh.
Semoga dia, pengakhirannya akan menjadi milik saya.
:)
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Geng-geng itu, merancang untuk berlibur.
Di hari kami pekerja, tidak bekerja.
Destinasi : Air Papan, Mersing.
Alhamdulillah, perancangan sudah disusun rapi.
Menunggu hari jadi.
P/s: looking forward ^^~
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Kami berbicara tentang apa sahaja.
Dan bagi saya, untuk berbicara soal hati
Mungkin agak payah.
Berbicara tentang kawan-yang-itu dengan dia.
Melahirkan rasa pelik tentang pelbagai tanda tanya mengapa sebegitu jadinya.
Ahh, masalah dunia
Malas mahu fikirkan semua.
Bercerita tentang hal-hal yang lepas mengenai kenapa,
Semacam tidak relevan.
Sepatutnya bercerita mengenai panduan yang boleh diambil lantaran kesan dari mengapa.
Saya tidak meminta kata-kata manis,
Cukup kata-kata untuk membuatkan saya tenang.
Dan pengakhirannya,
Hati saya lembut
Dengan kata-kata dia yang ini:
" Takpelah awak, tak payah rasa kecil hati... "
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Tabah wahai diri.
Kamu baru sahaja diuji dengan ujian yang kecil itu.
Tanda kasih sayangNya Dia pada kamu.
Diuji sebegitu,
Membuktikan, kamu kuat.
P/s: Didoakan semoga saya dan dia, kami sama-sama dapat mengharunginya.
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Semangat setiakawan.
Itu mendescribekan saya.
Ahh.
Terlalu sayang pada persahabatan.
Sebab susah senang itu selagi mampu,
Akan diharungi bersama.
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He might be not the first
But
Hopefully he will be the last,
None others.
My soulmate~
:)
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Kesakitan yang melanda diri,
Kepeningan ini...
Membuatkan rasa mahu tidur hari-hari.
Keletihan menahan perit,
Selari dengan kegunaan otak di waktu kerja.
Ahhh,
Semoga terus diberikan kekuatan diri,
Akal fikiran dan tubuh badan
Untuk mengharungi kehidupan sehari-hari.
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How to reject a person on a first date uncruel way
Hahhaa.
Be a true colour of yourself during the first date.
Ngee~
Surely will be rejected later.
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Kadang-kadang kita kena terima,
Sesuatu yang kita tidak suka
Untuk kebaikan bersama.
Dan itu bermaksud toleransi.
Belajar bertoleransi itu sebenarnya melapangkan hati.
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Lately, I'm feeling dizzy.
Dunno effect from what?
As if I'm standing,
Feels like I'm falling to the right.
And when I'm walking,
As I shoud walk like a crab :(
Went to the expert - the doctor.
And he said maybe due to stress and overthinking.
But I doubt the reason.
P/s : Maybe cause of overheat received at Sepang during the trip for 2013 F1 GP Petronas.
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Ya Rabb,
Semoga dipermudahkan segala jalan dan urusan.
Jika dia yang terbaik untuk ku,
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku.
Dan
Jika dia bukan yang terbaik untuk ku,
Jauhkanlah hati dan perasaanku padanya.
Amiin.
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Mungkin riak wajah,
Pamerkan ia.
Sampaikan mereka bertanya,
Mengapa?
Ada masalah?
Masalah hati dan perasaan ke?
Tambah pula dengan nyanyian-nyanyian berunsur kesedihan semalam.
Tidak tahu mahu mulakan semua ini dari mana. Tidak tahu mahu ceritakan semua ini pada siapa. Tidak tahu tentang ini semua.
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Semalam,
Kami berkaraoke.
Meriah.
Dan tema lagu-lagu kami
Lebih kepada lagu-lagu kecewa.
Lagu-lagu sedih.
Terutamanya aku.
Sudah menjerit-jerit.
Sudah tarik-tarik.
Tapi tetap kesedihan, kegelisahan dan kekecewaan tidak sembuh.
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When talking about life companion,
Talking about the future spouse,
And the criteria.
Concluded that:
Beauty does matter.
It's not the inner beauty that counts anymore.
The exact external beauty.
Hot and pretty.
- -")
P/s: Based on observation made from the selected sample of my friends particularly the man.haha.
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A dear friend of mine,
Bertanya soalan itu
Pagi ini.
Berjaya misi?
Oh. Seriously.
This made me laugh.
A big laugh, early in the morning :)
Somehow, they just love to tease.
And somehow I'm afraid that I would take the teasing a different way.
Like, take it seriously.
And
By knowing his previous story and tale
I personally envy her.
Yap.
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Bila makan makanan pedas
Atau melihat orang makan makanan pedas
Melihat aksi-aksi berkaitan makanan pedas
Pasti akan teringat dia.
Kepedasan :)
Ahh. Comel sangat!
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I shouldn't have that feeling.
Or should I perform istikharah,
Only then, develop the feeling.
Only if the sign positively shows.
Just so you know,
If I have the feeling,
Everything seems matter to me.
Laugh, kind, care, jealousy, stare, smile, concern, endless list~
Or should I blame the hormones :')
P/s: Can't take any frustation anymore.
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Ahh.
Bila nampak pemberi semangat di pagi hari,
Petang,
Dan waktu-waktu tekanan melanda..
Lega.
Seakan satu motivasi pada diri
Untuk menjadi lebih kuat dari hari sebelumnya.
:)
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Allah itu Maha Adil kan?
Dia beri kita ujian,
Mahu lihat sejauh mana teguhnya akidah kita,
Sejauh mana iman kita,
Sejauh mana kita akan meminta belas ihsan dari Dia.
Syukur, segala puji bagi Dia yang Maha Esa.
Aku diberi ujian,
Yang menyesakkan dada,
Yang rasa tidak termampu ditanggung.
Hingga timbulnya jernih mutiara.
Tapi Dia beri aku balasan, ganjaran di kemudiannya.
Terima kasih Allah,
Memberikan aku sahabat dan rakan.
Yang mampu menggembirakan, yang mampu memberikan nasihat, yang mampu mendengar, yang mampu prihatin.
P/s: Good friends is not just only a friend.
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I should cherish the moment,
Save the feeling,
And mark this second.
So that,
It will be remembered later.
Save it for critical time.
To cheer up myself.
Facing the obstacles.
Save the best for last.
P/s: Lucky that I have them, good friends :)
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Bila saya memandu,
Dan penumpangnya adalah lelaki.
Sebagai contoh: abah, adik, kawan lelaki
(Kadang-kadang emak juga tidak terkecuali)
Pasti mereka akan memegang pemegang yang berada di atas bumbung kereta.
Jika saya nampak,
Selalu terdetik..
Tak selamat kah aku memandu?
Hingga mereka semua memegang pemegang?
Kadang-kadang benda kecil seperti ini yang membuatkan aku berfikir.
Ya, menilai diri kembali.
Mungkin cara pemanduan aku keterlaluan?
Ta pi bagi aku,
Perlu hormat cara pemanduan setiap individu
Berbeza.
Dan mungkin tidak selamat pun,
Tidak perlulah kau tunjukkan.
Sekadar memegang pemegang di sisi sudah cukup untuk kau bersikap memahami :)
Itu aku.
Aku selalu lakukan begitu.
P/s: Pahit yang perlu diterima.
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Ahh.
Masak aku.
Diganggu perasaan itu.
Kamu, tolong jangan masuk dalam hati aku.
Sebab tahu, bagaimana nantinya.
Sudah tidak termampu
Tanggung lagi semua perkara itu.
Masak aku.
Kalau semua ini berlaku
Masuk dalam hati aku.
P/s: memang masakkk~
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Realise that I usually will take 'avoid' action.
To save the situation.
And so that anyone wouldn't hurt.
Yet I know it's not the best move.
Still avoid.
Precaution measure.
P/s: To be matured in problem solving skills.
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Terjaga dari tidur,
Suatu hari di awal pagi.
Apa mahu buat?
Menghadap Dia di waktu diri tidak suci?
Kecelaruan hati,
Memproses kemungkinan.
Menerima segalanya sekali lagi.
Berfikir tentang ketentuan.
Rintik renyai,
Menggangu diri.
Sepatutnya bursyukur
Dengan rahmat Tuhan yang diberi.
P/s: Tuhan, kuatkanlah hati ini.
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Ahh, senyum-senyum sendiri aku
:)
Hari ini, di rumah mak abah ada majlis yassin, tahlil dan doa selamat.
Mensyukuri rahmat dan rezeki Allah memanjangkan jodoh mereka.
Ya, abah dan mak.
Alhamdulillah, sudah 27 tahun mereka bersama tanggal 8 Februari.
Yang membuatkan aku tergelak kecil bila menyambut kedatangan atok di pintu.
Belum sempat melangkah masuk ke pintu, pantas sahaja dia membisikkan pada aku
"Jangan lupa kirim pada mak ngah dan mak uteh"
Hahaha, perkataan kirim itu sendiri membuatkan aku senyum
P/s: kirim doa dipermudahkan jodoh, sebab mak ngah dan mak uteh akan menunaikan umrah minggu depan.
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Looking at the current photo,
I mean current which a few days ago,
Looks like I have 'double chin'.
- -.)
Ways to go, fara.
Congratulation!
P/s : mission or no mission?
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Dang!
Hey brain, let's be a good friend.
Like starting this year onwards.
Eayy, seems like before this we're not working together meyh?
We're friends, but not so close :)
And now onwards we should be buddy.
Working hard together,
As if you and me gonna explode.
P/s: Tired and having mental-blocking perhaps?
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I need a shoulder to cry on
Someone I can lean on
Someone I could talk to
Someone that could comfort me
For all of the things happen or to be happen onwards
Definitely need someone to share with.
P/s: Too tough for me to handle all these things. Did I made a correct decision to face it?
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Senang kata, aku sudah penat.
Letih.
Menjadi terlalu baik,
Merelakan segalanya.
Sampai orang menjadikan aku sebagai batu loncatan.
Sebagai bahan berkepentingan.
Ahh.
Agenda-agenda dia itu.
Baru sekarang aku mahu bangkit?
Mempertahankan segala.
Cuba berkata tidak untuk semua?
Tidak lain dengan mencuba.
Berusaha.
Tidak mahu jadi yang ditindas.
Tidak ingin jadi mangsa.
Mahu akhiri segala.
P/s: Bangkit harimau bangkit. Eh. Tetibe :)
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Making an arrangement, specifically for foods and beverages item is quite a hard task for me.
Stress!
Hope so everything goes well tomorrow.
P/s: wawawaaa
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I usually don't dream.
Yup.
And I don't visualize on future things.
Or hoping the expected result.
Because everytime I did that,
Occurred to be not as expected.
And no way it will happen.
Not a slightly tiny thing.
Not even close.
Therefore, I don't dare to dream.
P/s: Ever since, if I'm in dream mode I 'll change the mood quickly. In simple word, I don't do 'berangan' -- )
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As I flick through FB page of my lil brother,
I'm blessed.
Bersyukur mempunyai seorang adik.
Walau kami berbeza.
Tapi kasih sayang saya memang untuk dia.
Remembering the childhood memories,
I cheerish.
Mak selalu kata, waktu adik berumur 2-4 tahun
Saya suka sangat peluk dan cium dia.
Nampak sangat kasihnya saya.
Even now,
If he tries to make or made something wrong,
I just couldn't mad or angry.
Initially, I am angry.
But somehow I manage to fix the things an elderly way.
Yup, that's me.
The only sister.
P/s: at one point, I think I couldn't afford of losing him. Except to HIM.
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